Topic For The Week

Obama OR mccane

Ok who are you voting for and why, please let other people have there opinion. now the reason i am asking is i know nothing about the canadates i wasnt going to vote but my fire chief insist i do. so HELP

First day problems

Ok so i got the spot on the fire station and did my first training day on Monday, everything went well i learned alot and enjoyed my self, (if you consider fun going in to a burning building) lol so you ask WHATS THE PROBLEM well most the volunteers are my age, and there all kinda hot, but this one guy blew my mind he was hottttttt, still wondering what the problem is well that one i have my eye on is the fire chiefs son (such a downer) and a bigger problem was we were paired up to help each other get changed and he looks good with just his skippys on lol, but i can control my self i hope lol well thats whats happening in jojo land

Doing whats right

Ok last night i was driving from Dunkin Donuts back to work from my lunch break, the road i was driving on was really dark and it was pretty clear out. well there was a car travailing behind me and all of a sudden he swerved and hit something, then he started to pull a way so i pulled over to see what he hit and when he noticed that i was stopped he again pulled over and i got out of my car and walked up to see if he was ok when i did he said "im ok thanks for stopping i got to go" like he was in a rush i told him well we need to see what you hit and he was like "it was a tree no problem" and he took off but not be for i got his plate number. well when i walked back i saw another car and he had hit it, it was bad. So i woke the owner up and told him. So the question is did i do the right thing some of my friends said i should have left it alone but how would you feel if you woke up and your car was hit that would suck.

What do you think i should have done?

which is harder

which is harder Being gay or being black. Last night me and my black friend were having a calm debate he says that being black is harder than being gay, he clams this because he says about the struggle the black people endured and how there is still a struggle going on, now as a gay man i say being gay is harder not only do we endured everyday criticism we also deal with the emotional stress of being gay like how to tell are friends and family, most of us in the beginning even deny being gay to are self's (a black person cant deny and if so he must be blind) you cant hide being black but being gay we fight with the scare of people finding out, because we don't want to be judged by our sexual orientation, now nether of us are saying that the others fight is less important were just saying that ..... well why don't you help us figure that out post your feelings on the topic

life change

For those who know me you know i have a complete obsession with helping people i do it on a day to day thing and i find my self in helping positions, well they find me but anyway i was faced with a decision and it is ether i go for a bus driving job which will bring in money right a way or become a volunteer firefighter for six months then they will pay for my EMT course. now some people tell me to go for the bus driving job cuz i need the money, witch i do but i want a job were every night i come home and when i sit down i know i did good today, what better way to do that than saving peoples lives, i cant dismiss the feelings i have to help people, now as a volunteer firefighter i will also still be working at superwalmart so i can live on it (very tight though) so what do you think?

Your take

Ok i have a friend who also is gay and he came to me with an issue and he wants to know the blog friend opinion, her it is he is out of the closet and although his parents or OK with it the rest of the family is not, the rest of the family requested that he not come over for the holidays, now his parents said they will do the holidays at there house instead, but he feels that if he lets them do that that its his fault that his parents don't get to spend with there parents. so the question is dose he let his parents stay home for the holidays

My comming out

I've lived in fear for twenty two years of the thought of my family finding out. Worrying what there reaction would be. Would they still love me? would they look at me the same? were just a few questions that ran through my mind. Now don't get me wrong my parents are great people but little comments my father made like "That fag" or "what a queer" worried me or my mom saying how she wanted grand kids made me feel like i would let them down to some degree. I couldn't blame them for saying those things because they didn't know about me. I was trying to find the right way to tell them weather i should ask my mom and dad out to eat or to go for a walk, it's the hardest thing i could have ever think of. I was about to just live a lie and pretend to be sr8 the rest of my life intill my dad in the back of the garage started a conversation with " you know matter what i love you your my son" right there my heart stoped i couldn't even say two words, and he asked the big question in a round about way, what took me that long to try to do my father did in about fifteen min. And it went well and the conversation ended with a hug. I was truly blessed to have such a understanding father, I knew my mom and sister would be excepting but the thought of telling my dad was terrifying cuz of stories i heard about dads and gay sons. But now I'm out and i can truly be MYSELF.